urm,,,

minggu lepas ak terima satu berita yang sangat mengejutkan ak..

abah kene tahan wad...

tpat aFter solat maGhrib,

dngaN takdir Allah, ak terdetik nak tepon umi..

then, umi ckp abah baru kua hospital. i'm speechless,,,

pkE punye pke, owh! appointment kowt...,,

tup2..umi ckap abah baru operate appendics...luluh ati ak dengow..

pe nak bwt,da takdir,pe yG bwT ak smKiN nk blik blE umi cakp appendics abH seMpaT peCa duLu sblm operate, cm bhye jgK rr coz TkowT ade jangkitN kumaN,,nauzubillahi min zalik..ni laa dinamakn ujian tNda kSih SyG terhdp A'bdinYa...mudh2aN

..then, ak dilemma nk blik k x,

coz dis m0ndaY, i have my MUEt..paper last. speaking

bimbg kot2 xsempat nk berkejR,,

so, i've decidEd to go home, b4 dat, i've do solat istikharah coz i'm so c0nfUsed bOut Wat 2 do..

da pLaN2 perJalanN ak dirsekn cm ad Kesul!taN.. t04 Qilah pun xmsuk lg..xleyh nk tepon umi luu..

pe2 pOn, ak pke2 it's bit oK if I used thE pUblic Phone only.. ckap nan umi nK bali,K umi marah2 xkasi ak blik..

my mOm saiD it's no neEd to Go hOmE...ak pn pe lg... trus ambik keputusan xbLik...

coz mmg da prinsip ak dr dulu lg, jgn bWt pE Yg maK Ayh ktE xkas! bWt..

shedeyh................++ ble tau ramai yang datang uma ak mlawat abAh.. ank2 dye pon, xsampai lagi jenguk dye kat uma...

mood ak oN dat week mmg hancur,,,

i admit dat i can't kontrol myself after hear dAt new..da kering ae mate da nk nangis..

ak mengaku ak bukanlah mampu untu mmikul ujiAn ni sowg2...fOrtuNately, my Bro undrstand me,,tQ...^_^, ya aKhieY..

umi juZ mintAk ank2 dye Bwt Solat hAJAt n byk2 dOakn ksembuhan abah..tiap kali slps solt, mate ni xlekang dgn ae mata..mintk Allah bg kesemBuhaN utk abH..amin..

so, d@ best new now , i've DeCidEd to go home dis weEk... maY ALLAH make it easier for me..

amin..